Thursday, May 16, 2013

Being unofficially 18.


According to the title, it's not all about being matured, or legal or what. It's a life confession that  I don't know how to tell people bout it. So, instead of it.. I choose to write which is one of my passion to do, every time when I get stuck or on an awkward moment. Yes I did.

First of all..... being in this age is not just complicated, but what the best word that I can describe is.. FLOATING. I just felt everything doesn't fall into places. Yeah, it's to private to talk about but something I'd like to tell you.

"Sometimes, a friendship that we build even for a very very long time.... unexpectedly will 'pooffs' just in a sec. And it's happen to me. Where most people in my life had decide their own way.... Had started a new life. I've lost them. I've lost my best friend because of stupid things which is not my fault. It's really not and not even really had things to do with me"

and for this meanwhile... I just want to start all over. Seems like STAM is one of the right choice now. The least that I can think of. Huh..

That's all people. Thanks for reading this boring post. You're awesome!
Smile, peace yaww!